Random thoughts

Tolerance... we are born intolerant of so much and most of us with decent parents, are trained to become tolerant to our surroundings.. Tolerate the food you are given whether you like it or not, tolerate your siblings, your clothes, shoes etc.. mommy dresses you funny, so what.. tolerate it.
Then kindergarten and first grade and the school years begin.. we are then expected to be civilized and tolerate each other in a public arena. I have spent 44 years tolerating bull shit.. I am tired of it.. I am tired of the neighbor who can see me for 8 years and ignore me? What the hell is wrong with them? I am tired of people who don't stop at stop signs.. I am tired of impatient people.. I am tired of people who have yard sales and charge way way too much for the crap they don't want and are going to throw out>? What are they thinking? I am tired of our government fooling the public.. I am sick and disgusted with the general population of the United States who would rather keep their blinders on then get involved with actually causing a real change for the better.. I am sick and tired of gas prices going through the roof and the fact that no one is cutting back on driving? Do you people realize that Katrina was the worst natural disaster on US soil (so far) and that we were more then willing to suck up the gas prices 3 years ago because it was understandable, it was explained about the oil rigs sustaining damage, we were willing to quietly pay a bit more because of the devastation, Kind of our way of feeling as if we were doing something instead of nothing.. Yet prices have continued to rise, records broken every day, not just a cost of living or cost of production or lack there of increase, but an across the board blatant in your face record quarterly profit increase and we (the uninformed blind masses) continue to line up and pay out the ass for gas! Oh and now, an international food shortage? What the Fuck?? Am I missing something? Where are our global leaders.. we need ethenal, and now we don't have enough corn and grain to feed the world? HELLO.. ? We have plenty of food.. have you been into an American "Sams Club" or "Walmart" or any grocery store on US soil for that matter? Who are we foolling? Look in the mirror and you will see who is being fooled. It is you and me baby.. we are idiots.. there is no global shortage of food.. we are a world of plenty, the problem can be traced to the smallest communities, down through all of history.. someone has more, someone else has little.. it is and I guess it will always be that way.. we don't get the luxury of equality.. a man/woman can get up and put in 40 to 60 hours a week, he/she should earn a decent wage.. but no.. Where are all the elected officials fighting for the cost of living increase? Why don't childen in this richest country in the world have health coverage. Why are their so many dead beat dads? Why not castrate them? NO more babies for you mister. I would like to see them robbed of any sexual pleasure at all.. Cannot produce the money, can't reproduce the pleasure principle..
Wake up people..... there is way too much wrong.. and this current election is such a joke.. we have the frightening not sure if he is Christian or Islam Obama vs. the Robotic clonotic Clinton, who I believe was actually the first secret government Test Tube Polititian.. Who are you going to vote for? Impossible to answer that.. How can we select someone when they cannot even answer a simple freakin question? What are you going to do about gas prices in the long term? What are you REALLY going to do about renewable energy sources? What are you Really going to change? Are you just giving us a bunch of bull shit lip service to pacify the ignorant masses or are you really going to inflict a change!?
I will believe it when I sees it.
I cannot even get my damn neighbor to wave and acknowledge my exsistence and I am supposed to believe that Barack OBama or Hillary Cllinton really gives a rats ass about me, a single working mom who is owed 45,000. in back child support.. a single working mom with absolutely no real estate, no insurance, no retirement.. and I am supposed to believe that they care about me?
Pull on this leg, it has a bell on it.
Intolerant.. I am trying to practice being more tolerant.. when I see someone with car trouble, I stop and offer help.. I hope they don't kidnap me and torture me for months before releasing me, because my heart is really in the right place.. I want to reach out and help, I want to wave and say hi to strangers.. I am a human living on this planet.. I don't hate anyone.. yet.. I don't like alot of crap.. I believe the politicians are the masters and breeders of the hatred.. becuase keeping us scared of each other is a great way for us to have to relyon them.. right? What are we so afraid of? This is our country, at least the last time I looked it was.. and yet we allow pieces to be chipped away and soon it won't be recognizable.. who is running the ship? Is this a government for the people, by the people? No , It is a goverment run by the crooked and the special interests.. how can I become someones special interests.. I can't even get a date!
I want to feel as if I matter.. I want to know that when I vote to put someone in office they really are working in my best interest.. for what matters to me and my neighbor who won't wave. Maybe he won't wave because he is ashamed of doing nothing.?

I just don't know how much more of this I can tolerate.. It certainly sheds light on the violence bred by opression.. I feel opressed. .No matter how far ahead I scratch and claw.. there is that fat kid on top of the hill ready to kick me back down..